
I always thought I had a lot of faith and sometimes I do. However, in today's lesson I learned something new about my faith that wasn't too pretty. In my study I learned that there are basically two different types of faith in God. One is based on what God does and the other is based on who God is. The first, "depends on results and is fueled by sight. Faith in what God does is your ticket to ride a roller coaster that ascends the hill during times when God's activity is obvious and then barrels down the hill the moment God seems inactive. The process never stops."
Do you ever think to yourself...I'm tired of having faith like that roller coaster? Up and down depending on what is going on on the ride. I've found myself there lately. I find this is a constant struggle because I want to understand what God is doing. But I don't have to understand. Isaiah 55:8-9 tells me that his ways are higher than my ways and his thoughts are higher than my thoughts. I'm not always going to understand what He's doing around me but that is not where I am to put my faith.
The second type of faith, faith based on who God is, Beth Moore said this, "Genuine faith walks steadfastly with God for the pleasure of His company not for His results...God does not call upon us to seek His works. He calls upon us to seek His heart."
So I realized that sometimes when I was feeling frustrated with my circumstances I was putting my faith in what God was or was not doing (that I could see). I know God is always working and I do have faith that He is however, my faith should not be focused on the works but rather the person I am to have a relationship with. He is my heavenly "Abba" or daddy and I don't have to understand everything he is doing but I do trust in who He is and that He has my best interest in mind.




